Orwellian blues
How to keep it simple
«But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought»
Oh language! Written, spoken, unspoken, thoughts, insinuated, cryptic, ideas, concepts, ideals, social constructs, mind, intelligence, cognition, → truth: is there any?
The letter’s soup is ready!
IF Only!
The meaning can’t be grasped, all translator’s tools are on strike, abstraction in the form of images and storytelling, the fantastic and the surreal have become “reality”
Digesting the hopeless landscape...
Everything inside an Orb1, the fake illusion that big brother will take care of your UBI [universal basic income]…
Dystopian awakenings.
Yeah!
This week even if one has been calm, touching the grass, grounded in breathwork, even so, the universe reveals a couple of challenges - fear can resurface.
-Is it true Monika?
-What?
-The fear?
-Or not knowing what is next?
-BOTH?
-HUH?
Grounding in breath while challenges arise, health concern strikes a loved one, securities may change course, dystopian news…
E V E R Y W H E R E
«Perhaps a lunatic was simply a minority of one»
Lunacy prevails and all of a sudden everyone is Sinéad!
Oh please! Give me a break!
One thing is for sure the 2010s2 gave space to an organic increase in disassociation and desensitization3.
-Everyone’s message is reduced to one post in selfie mode (including myself) showing how messed up our culture has become-
As if pronouncing her beauty, talent, and defiance was going to ease her deepest pains, the trauma we are living as a collective is not allowing us to see through, it has no boundaries, and it has permeated all the pores of hope.
- it seems to be expanding at a rate very challenging to contain it-
-So, will it explode?
M A Y B E
Energy must be transformed when stagnated.
Energy finds ways to be released from a broken flow.
At the edges of our lives, we find discomfort and then something snaps 💥
…
…
a resolution.
“We must embrace struggle. Every living thing conforms to it. Everything in nature grows and struggles in its own way, establishing its own identity, insisting on it at all cost, against all resistance.”
~Rainer Maria Rilke “letters to a young poet”
MOTHER
The Twilight Zone
Why aren’t we supporting others before they die?
Because we can’t. The culture of self-hustling requires many hours and practice of detachment, self-inquiry, and healing. The program was set a long time ago, and it is quite a journey to detect what is real, as in “not THAT crazy!” and what is a conspiracy theory.
Oh, Mother! [mami]
Some news has hit me hard.
All I need is a space for prayer and the intention of offering my day and actions to the better of humankind.
Mother→ The Wall→ Pink Floyd → Orwell’s 1984, → Black Mirror
→ Corruption → addictions → Trauma all in one, we are all bleeding in our hearts → and it is NOT getting better.
Hush - hush
→Lullaby time
No matter how you feel about Black Mirror—and opinions tend to cluster at opposite extremes of the spectrum—you have to admit it’s a brilliant title. As creator Charlie Brooker wrote when the series premiered on Channel 4 in 2011, “The ‘black mirror’ of the title is the one you’ll find on every wall, on every desk, in the palm of every hand: the cold, shiny screen of a TV, a monitor, a smartphone.” You stare into it expecting to see yourself and find only an abyss that might be your reflection filtered through technology. Our screens: dark and blank. Ourselves: same.
BY JUDY BERMAN JUNE 16, 2023
𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪'𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕣𝕠𝕡 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕞𝕓 -𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪'𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕘 -𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪'𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕜 𝕞𝕪 𝕓𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕤
𝕆𝕠𝕠𝕠𝕙 𝕒𝕒𝕙, 𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕀 𝕓𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕕 𝕒 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕝
𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕀 𝕣𝕦𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥 -𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕀 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥 -𝕄𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕖
𝕆𝕠𝕠𝕠𝕙 𝕒𝕒𝕙, 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒 𝕨𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖
ℍ𝕦𝕤𝕙 𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕣𝕪
𝕄𝕒𝕞𝕒'𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 ℕ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕖 -𝕄𝕒𝕞𝕒'𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕡𝕦𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕠𝕗 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 -𝕄𝕒𝕞𝕒'𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕘 -𝕊𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕤𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 -𝕄𝕒𝕞𝕒 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪 𝕔𝕠𝕫𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕞
-𝘗𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘍𝘭𝘰𝘺𝘥 𝘔𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘗𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘓𝘵𝘥, 1979.
𝐼𝓃 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓎 𝑜𝒻 𝒮𝒾𝓃é𝒶𝒹, 𝟣𝟫𝟨𝟨-𝟤𝟢𝟤𝟥 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝒶𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝒶𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓊𝓂𝒶 𝒾𝓃 𝒶 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎
The Cynics believe that it is through nature that one can live well and not through conventional means such as etiquette or religion.
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Diogenes studied philosophy under Antisthenes, a crusty type who hated students, emphasized self-knowledge, discipline, and restraint, and held forth at a gymnasium named The Silver Hound in the old garden district outside the city. It was open to foreigners and the lower classes, and thus to Diogenes.
Wits of the time made a joke of its name, calling its members stray dogs, hence cynic (doglike), a label that Diogenes made into literal fact, living with a pack of stray dogs, homeless except for a tub in which he slept. He was the Athenian Thoreau.
~Guy Davenport, Seven Greeks
Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.”
Everything we are witnessing now did not JUST happen overnight! Observing time cycles is a passion of mine, and so is finding repeating themes and patterns. Some months ago, I drafted a chart on the metamorphosis that the planet Pluto brings.
The Fourth Turning Is Here: What the Seasons of History Tell Us about How and When This Crisis Will End4 in 2023, the latest book by Niel Howe just dropped! This is a follow-up of The Fourth Turning, An American Prophecy - What the Cycles of History Tell Us About America's Next Rendezvous with Destiny.
In 1991, authors and sociologists William Strauss and Niel Howe published Generations (updated in 1997 with The Fourth Turning) where they argued the idea of Generational Theory – the notion that there were distinct cohorts throughout history that shared characteristics and values. (In evolutionary astrology, these distinctions are measured through Pluto through the signs, in the 20th century Pluto traveled from Gemini to half of Sagittarius, and during this century, it entered Capricorn in 2008, in 2024 will enter Aquarius for 20 years)
The good news? We are RIGHT on track… Ra URU HU, [human design] spoke about the end of the Cross of Planning and the Rise of the Sleeping Phoenix by 2027.
All institutions will break down and fail, we are realizing that individuating is a path of liberation, and once these steps are taken, sovereign individuals will resonate into communities ready to rebuild and a Phoenix will be reborn.
Not only do individuals have predictable life stages, but so do cultures and nations—so do societies. The span of what the Romans called a Saeculum is the length of one long human life, meaning from 80 to 100 years.
During this time, there are four predictable cycles and four turnings. They correspond to the seasons of the year—spring, summer, autumn, and winter. The fourth turning is the winter, a time of convulsion and crisis, out of which spring emerges. We are in the middle of a fourth turning now, and there is no turning around and going back. We have to go through it.
[…] Now this current crisis is happening to a secular order. The wheels are coming off of Pharaoh’s chariots, not ours. Our secular sages and pundits have all collectively lost their minds. And this has happened to them, not because they valued civic freedom so much, but rather because they sought to make godlessness the foundation of our civic freedoms.
~The Fourth Turning and the Future of Reformed Leadership. Posted on Wednesday, July 26, 2023, by Douglas Wilson
«Almost every anchorman and anchorwoman has that specialization»
I was going to write about Sam Altman’s and Elon’s HD and Astrology charts5. Both having been re-oriented along with humanity exactly a year ago with the conjunction of Mars, Uranus, and the North Node at 18°Taurus-Gate 2, their charts were lit and resonated with the current events and those that lead to NOW.
I do not have enough energy today to give these 2 vessels the attention, since they are already managing the current mutation of the universe with their egoic nature.
I need the energy for healing, my heart, my tribe’s and to keep my 43-day inside the cave free from distraction.
One thing is for sure! Pluto squaring the nodal axis this week, is making the channel of mutation (60-3) forever the centerpiece of how history is rewritten over and over.
The resolution Node is on the Libra side- so hurry up and do the Venus work - what are your needs blah blah…
-Do You know what is happening?
No one does!
So be mindful of how you feed your mind, how you react instead of responding, and mostly how you make hasty decisions that are against your own Geometry.
At times like now, it is about caring for what is absolutely necessary and letting go of the rest.
Full Moon in Aquarius on the 1st of the month, at 9°Aquarius, Sun Gate 33.2, Earth and Moon Gate 19.2 The wise recognition that surrendering to superior forces until one's own strength can be displayed could lay the foundation for future success grounded in service, as personal resources are made available out of the wish to be of use in meeting the needs of the community.
One year exactly in the same gates where the triple conjunction occurred! I can’t make this up! These 4 gates, with gate 44 and gate 24 belonging to The Incarnation Cross of the Four Ways6 represent the coming together of 4 energies that each have a voice in where we humanity might be heading. Evolution is written as each gate has a way for us as humans to go through.
The T-square between the Sun, the Moon, and Jupiter is quite fun. The Sun wants to enjoy the playground and the Moon is observing the acceleration with detachment, yet Jupiter signals either a slow-down attention to what is essential for prosperous times ahead or a change of course as Venus rules this Jupiter in Taurus.
Watch where you can be indulgent and too comfortable, and take some distance. Jupiter and Mars form a beautiful trine, addressing with attention how to gain some good habits and fulfill an auspicious direction. Saturn retrograde goes back to Gate 55.6 material wealth and individual spirit are dependent on each other with responsibility.
“But if there was hope, it lay in the proles. You had to cling on to that. When you put it in words it sounded reasonable: it was when you looked at the human beings passing you on the pavement that it became an act of faith.”
Last thought or words for the weekend: Mercury is entering Virgo, a sign he rules and it is in a YOD configuration {finger of G°d], composed of two 150° angles with Pluto and Neptune that form a supporting sextile 60° between them. (Some forces that are fated and out of our hands)
Can one discern carefully the inner chatter from the outer noise, by dissolving the past, leading to forgiveness? Merging with what cannot be controlled, so a metamorphosis can emerge without too much resistance and tissue damage?
-We got the memo!
The focus is on individual small steps with a deep intention in the greater whole - deeds- routines- healthy habits - healthy food intake- so on and so forth.
The vibrations of a healing sound can be felt as silent whispers too.
On Saturday, I am starting 10 sessions Sacred Geometry course with a Geometer - I am psyched at finding more connections emerging between the geometry of nature and my own design.
PONDERINGS:
I shall divide the 43-day Venus RX period into three:
1: Inner reconnection - asking myself + making lists of what is really needed for the next three years. Dividing them into periods too.
2: A reflection on how these needs can be of value to me and thus impact our environment.
3: My practice leads to a concrete form, so planning its success or fulfillment with our most care by already feeling it is here now. And during the whole time-process enjoying being alive!
I have been dancing to this tune:
-what are the steps you are taking?
Talking to her, he realized how easy it was to present an appearance of orthodoxy while having no grasp whatever of what orthodoxy meant.
In a way, the worldview of the Party imposed itself most successfully on people incapable of understanding it. They could be made to accept the most flagrant violations of reality, because they never fully grasped the enormity of what was demanded of them, and were not sufficiently interested in public events to notice what was happening.
By lack of understanding, they remained sane. They simply swallowed everything, and what they swallowed did them no harm, because it left no residue behind, just as a grain of corn will pass undigested through the body of a bird.”
-Some headings in this article and quotes belong to George Orwell's seminal work 1984
Find out for yourself, as I won’t give Sam Altman any free shoutouts.
Uranus and Neptune changed signs around April 2011, Uranus is the acceleration of technology, in the sign of Aries is all about individuality, Neptune dissolves boundaries, and in its own sign of Pisces, we have now seen the rapid acceleration and decay of all institutions that “held together” social constructs. It also rules addiction or not being willing to see things for what they are. Thus social media contributed to reshaping the chaos.
1904; see de- "do the opposite of" + sensitize. late 14c., sensitif, in reference to the body or its parts, "capable of receiving impressions from external objects, having the function of sensation;" also (c. 1400) in scholastic philosophy, "of or pertaining to the faculty of the soul that receives and analyzes sensory information;" from Old French sensitif "capable of feeling" (13c.) and directly from Medieval Latin sensitivus "capable of sensation," from Latin sensus, past participle of sentire "feel, perceive" (see sense (n.)). Also in early Modern English sencitive.
Howe and William Strauss published “The Fourth Turning,” which described a four-generation cycle of renewal, stabilization, decline, and crisis in Anglo-American history. Each generational “turning” takes about 20 years, so a complete cycle takes roughly 80 years.
Sam Altman AKA “CHAPT GPT” AI, WORLD COIN, and ELON as in TESLA- TWITTER_X_STARLINK_NEUROLINK… these two fellows are separately offering you the possibility to deprive yourself of your identity, which is your most cherished property. Altman had his 2nd nodal return on 08/01/2022, as his North Node is exactly at 18° Taurus - Gate 2, which is the direction also the seat of the magnetic monopole, It only attracts and never repels. Like a seed, which knows that with the help of sunlight and water, it will one day become an oak, Gate 2 knows about the direction into which the resources of Gate 14 want to be steered. It is the female, guiding power that stems from the deep receptiveness to higher knowledge. ARE WE IN GOOD HANDS?
Gate 24 the Return. An individual gate, Rationalizing over and over looking at something repeatedly coming to a deeper understanding. Gate 33, is a manifesting gate, a collective/sensing circuit. It carries the story of our experience, it is also directing to keep secrets, manifesting PRIVACY. Not all of our experiences should be shared. Gate 44 is about what we need to do to preserve ourselves towards thriving taking notice of who is in our fractal, it is rooted in fears of the past, and it has the talent to smell when something is off. Gate 19 Sensitivity – As we as a tribe approach living as spiritual beings together we need to be sensitive to how we live physically.